English

Through The Mask

I used to think I knew who I was. A car salesman in London in the 1980s. A man who knew how to charm people, bend the rules and get away with it. During those early years, I found myself taking from the companies I worked for — nothing significant, nothing they’d ever notice. I just liked getting away with something. But what took place at the final dealership changed me in ways I hadn't expected. I discovered what it felt like to step outside the life I was supposed to be living. From a police cell in London to a kibbutz in Israel, from an ashram in India to a life lived in a van in Cornwall. Along the way came psychedelic experiences, extraordinary encounters, and moments of profound connection. Slowly, I began to see a pattern. The crimes, the relationships, the escapes, the coincidences and the experiences I’d never been able to explain all seemed connected. I started to wonder whether the things I’d spent my life trying to avoid were actually leading me where I needed to go. But then I saw a problem. What if letting go was just another form of running away? What if the people I thought were there for a reason were simply other people? What if I’d just been calling my desires s

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